Future Contemplate

It is two weeks and two days since this picture was taken. I have just got back from the mainland having returned to Falmouth overland to pick up mail. I also had a day as a tourist in Penzance. Now I am back on board and weathering yet another gale while on a mooring. There have been about 5 days I could have safely left the Scillys but failed to capitalise on the weather brakes when they have occured. The forcast for the next few days is north westerly winds. Not ideal for a sail back to the mainland. Have been contimplating moving on to Ireland but sure if that is indeed the right move. Still very unsure of myself.